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Friday, May 20, 2005

i'm baCk.. finAlly!!

it's been a long time since i've been in here.. bo bian larr.. this yr O levels lorr.. so busy with everything.. i wan to come also cannot.. i now try to update everything.. but it's gonna take a while.. bare with me k?? i try to upload new pictures.. and well.. EVERYTHING larr.. i'm a computer idiot also.. so it's gonna be long long long... things have been rather hectic for me.. i've been trying to pull my grades up.. it's not easy OK! anyway.. my cousin is coming back from France.. when we've taken pictures.. i will upload it up here for viewing..

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nEssa| 9:27 PM
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Monday, December 06, 2004

nessa hEre

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nEssa| 1:26 PM
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Wednesday, October 06, 2004

i duNno waD happEn..

i've nv been more confused in my life... how am i suppose to handle a situation lyk this??? wad am i suppose to do...why does it have to turn out lyk this??? am i the one with the problem??? why does it always have to happen.. and why muz it always end this way...i cant help but think that i'm afterall a good for nothing.. even something that i wan.. i'm unable to get it... even something i cherish have to go and end this way... my life isnt worth living for..my life is worth nottin... i dun wan this to end... i hate this to end...why muz everything go bad for me??? WHY!!!

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nEssa| 5:19 PM
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Sunday, September 12, 2004

dIdnt wRite foR a lONg timE

mY cOm wAs dowN foR quIte a fEw daYs... sO diDnt comE on tO wriTe...hehE.... uP tilL noW it'S stilL doWn... i'M noT usinG mY owN coM.. sO i cAnt reAllY wriTe muChiE.... thIs weEk sArting frOm tmR woulD bE prelIm... shIt loRr.. i duN thinK i'M a biT prepAred.. mAti liAo larR... haiZZZZZ.... =( tmR geO preLim.. anD i lEft mY geO teXtbK in clAss lORr... foRgoT tO briNg homE... i foUnd ouT anD i waaS lYk.. ZZZZZZZZ... shiT liaO lArr.. nO geO texTbk canNot stuDy... canNot stuDy meAns SURE FAIL!!!!!!! *sob*

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nEssa| 7:02 PM
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Saturday, September 04, 2004

rEsultS of mY sS.. anD aboUt hiM...

i'Ve finaLly goTten mY minD off hIm..anD i'vE talkEd tO xionG... hE's bEen trYing tO heLp me gEt mY minD oFf iT.. anD it seEms lyK it woRkEd oUt... xiOng's alWays thEre foR mE... whEn i nEed hiM.. i hoPe it remAins thAt wAy... i'vE goTten baCk mY sociAl stuDies prelIm resuLts... guEss wAd??? i'vE paSsed!!!! fiRst tiMe i'vE pasS mY sociAl stuDies iN thE majoR exAm!!! loOks lyk mY suN iS staRting tO shinE briGhtlY!!!

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nEssa| 8:31 PM
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Tuesday, August 31, 2004

whY....whY diD it beCome lyK thaT..

whY do i hAve tO sEe him????? sEeing hiM onlY brinGs back memOrieS... i dUn evEr wAnt tO thinK aboUt it ANymoRe... i wAn tO foRget.. bUt cAn i???whY iZzIt sO diFficuLt...i jUz wAn tO foRget thAt iT aL hapPeneD... iS thAt toO muCh tO asK???whY iS God tOrtuRing mE???? whY??? i hAte tHe baRe thOught oF hiM... iT haD mE thiNkin thE whOle dAy thRough... anD i couLdnt evEn coNcentraTe oN doIng mY oWn stUff... evEn whEn i goIng ouT frOm schOol alSo sEe hiM... duRing cElebrAtiOn alsO sEe...wA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! iF i kEep goIng On lyK thIs... i CaN gO craZy...thE mEmoriEs oF thE paSt kEep rePeatIng iTselF ovEr anD ovEr...whEn i liSten tO sonGs... hE alSo floOd bacK intO mY mEmoRY... soMetimEs... i CaNt hElp buT stArt tO crY whEn i thInk abouT hiM...whY wAs i sO stuPid tO evEn tRust hIm...whY... whY diD iT alL happEn... i Juz wAn tO liVe eAch dAy wiThouT evEn sEeing hiM... wiThout thInkinG aboUT my pAst...hoRriblE pAst thAt i wAn tO foRgeT.. thE paSt oF beIng mAde uSed... i kEep thInkin abouT thiS... i fEel thAt i'vE leT doWn xiOng... hiaZ... nO onE cAn undErstaNd tHE paIn i'M goIn thRough noW.... i'M afrAid tO coMmit...

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nEssa| 10:03 PM
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Monday, August 30, 2004

rEsulTs oF mY preLIm...

i gOt bacK mY chIneSe preLim papEr soME timE agO.. buT i nO timE comE anD writE.. nOw.. leT mE uPdatE u oN iT.. i pAssEd mY chInese!!!! hahaX.. =P vEry happY coNsiDerinG thE faCt thAt i hArdlY paSs mY chinEse... hEhe... i'Ve goT 56 And i'M preTty muCh conTentEd...wAitIng tO geT bacK mY soCial stuDies pAper buT i kNow thIs papEr sUre goNe caSe dE... buT it'S still onE oF mY suBjeCt.. sO.. stIll eXcitEd lArr...hehE... wAn tO puT phOtos dE.. bUT... hiAn koK noT onlIne.. canNot gEt mY photOs... haiZ... iF got.. i poSt iT tO mY piCtuRes kEkE???
WanNa loOk aT mY phOtos??? chEck tHe liNk belOW...
http://allaboutnessa.blogspot.com/2004/08/photos.html

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nEssa| 8:18 PM
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